Coming home...

with mixed emotions!

Again, life is just charging forward, and I'm finding it difficult if next to impossible to catch up.

It's funny -- I had all these grand plans to blog this whole time away, and here is my very first one in five months, and it is two days before I fly back home. I'm such a slacker.

Rohan, if you're reading this (which I think you are the only one who knows I have this blog -- did I tell you? or did you find me?), I'm sorry, but I'm not staying in London. I won't be able to meet up with you this time. I NEED to get home. I can't really even explain it, but I do. I promise though, we will meet soon!

These five months... wow! It's been amazing and fun and hard and everything all wrapped into one. I will be more specific once I get home and can post some real blogs. It has been a weird ride though!

I STILL have no idea what I'm doing or going to do though! HAHAHA! I had these ideas that all seemed like they were great, and then I read Velvet Elvis and stuff happened with Kyung and now I'm back to square one, full of indecision and confusion. One would think I may have things a little more figured out as I approach my 30th. I think I had more stuff settled when I was 21. This year is going to be crazy amazing!

"I need this old dream to breakdown."