Sunday, January 27, 2008

Getting out of dodge...

I need to get out of the city. I need to clear my head. I need to soothe my soul. Restack myself.

Joshua Tree, here I come. 2 days in the desert -- wish it could be 30.

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

The ache

Have you ever just ached from somewhere so deep inside the source is a mystery and yet it stirs all of your being? The tugging that's trying to pull you into action despite your being incapable of motion...? The ache that fills you completely? Not necessarily bad, but not necessarily good either?

Trouble is I think I know what to do to help, but fear seems to have me paralyzed. So unlike me, but this... is bigger and possibly better than anything else. I think I'm terrified of either answer either way -- hahaha. Maybe I should just learn to love the ache?